I remember being so determined to pursue what I love that I began to look to the world for approval. Somewhere, I lost who I was and I abandoned God trying to be friends with the world. Then, something started happening to me. I began to feel different mentally and physically. In 2015 I had my first panic attack that landed me at the hospital because I thought I was about to die. As a person who was always afraid of death, this experience caused so much distress that I began living in immense fear after that and let’s just say, the devil used that as his playground. I then began to have constant panic attacks and anxiety attacks that I didn’t understand and because I didn’t know what was happening to me, I spiraled in a negative emotional and mental state. I became someone else. For about 5 years I dealt with intense panic and fear that every single day I thought I was going to die. I even had to quit working for about 4 months because I didn’t know what was happening to me. I cried so much that I would look at my pillow sometimes just to see if I saw blood. I lost hope, my dreams and aspirations living in so much fear and depression. I’ll have to tell my experiences another time but to round this up, even though I went through the worst emotional and mental state and season in my life, God was still there the whole time. It was then in that season that my back was against the wall and I had to cry out to God and come back to God after abandoning my Father. Once I prayed and I felt even a little relief, it was then that I never stopped praying. God and prayer got me through.
Fast forward to now, God restored my hope, dreams and aspirations. He revealed to me later that I was being disciplined and that I belonged to Him. God taught me to remember Him. God had to drop me down to my knees and open my eyes to what I was doing. Even though it didn’t feel good what I went through, I'm glad I did. I now carefully determine what pleases the Lord. I am now training to be Godly. I am now submitting to the Lord and committing to God, whatever I do. And as I now pursue all the things I love, I acknowledge God and I give God the glory. The Lord has allowed me to accomplish organizing my first Fashion Show that I could deploy my gifts in. I was able to give honor to God in doing so and it felt good. I am now planning my next Fashion Show. I am also the owner of an online faith-based Apparel and Accessories collection operated and established in 2020. I am working on my first Sip & Fellowship Pop Up Shop Event along with a few other exciting things that allows me to share my gifts with God’s people and pursue doing what I love.
My encouragement for anyone is to include God in all that you do. Remember God. Check your motives and your intentions. Strive to live a life worthy of your calling and live in a way that pleases God, not people. My name is Ebony, you can check my website www.krischenadorn.square.site to support or follow me on IG & FB @krischenadorn.
My name is Cory Butler Jr. I was born and raised in Savannah GA but currently reside in Norfolk, VA where I was stationed once I joined the US Navy. My mother kept us in church for most of my life so I knew of Christ but never really took it seriously until I came to VA.
My wife and I were drinking one night back in 2013 and had an emotional moment where we both realized that we didn’t want to live the way that we were living. A buddy of mine always asked me to come to his church and I honestly didn’t want to but I wanted to keep my word and I told him that once my wife moved to VA with me then I would come. So the day after me and my wife had our emotional tell all session we went to church and there was a Prophet there and they literally spoke almost word for word what me and my wife had said to each other the night before so we knew it had to be God.
We stepped out on faith and went to the altar hand in hand and let out so much hurt, pain, and different things that we held on to for many years. The release that God did that day was something I never experienced before. After that, we gave our lives to God and never looked back. Things weren’t always perfect in this journey of Christianity and walking upright but it has brought me, my wife and kids closer than ever.
It’s lead to me helping youth with conquering personal issues and leading them in the right direction early on in life so they won’t have to go through some of the things that I did and even if they do go through them, they have the knowledge and wisdom to know what can help them make it out. It's lead me to not make excuses as a man and not give pity reasons on why I can’t raise my children. Most men don’t have that example of a man in the home and they use that as a crutch but I promised myself to break that curse over me and my sons and even gained an amazing relationship with my father in the process. It also lead me to open up my mind to the many different gifts and talents that God gave me like my Christian Sneaker and Apparel line called Sudden Epiphany LLC (www.suddenepiphanyllc.com), my gospel/inspirational artist journey, Blessed B33ZY (www.blessedb33zy.com), a production company ( Just Write Productions) with videography, photography, video and picture editing, graphic design, and so much more.
I can’t begin to thank God enough for the many things that he’s done in my life and I couldn’t do it without the amazing love and support of my wife Ashley Butler, my family, and the many friends and supporters who I’ve also grown to include as family as well. I feel that if God can take someone like me, a former alcoholic, adulterer, and manipulator, and turn me into someone that people look up to, a business owner, an awesome husband and father, and a Kingdom Man, then there is nothing that he can't do for the next man. I pray that this helps someone in need, God bless!
Growing up, we went to church on some Sundays as a family and there were some Sundays that my mom would send us on the church bus without her. I was under the age of 10 so I just went with the flow of things not fully understanding what was being said in service. My brothers would go hang out downtown until church was over and we all got back on the bus to go back home. Then there were summers where me and one of my brothers visited our grandparent’s house in the country. My granddad, who we call Poppa, was a Bishop of his own church which was conveniently located in the back of their house. My grandmother was an Evangelist. With that being said, we were in church every night while we visited her. I still didn’t know what all this church stuff meant, I just knew grandma would be mad when anyone was not in place in time for service.
As time passed, I went through school and ended up pregnant at 17. I still attended church every now and then but only because this is what you’re supposed to do right? By the time I was 20, my paternal grandparents who once had a church, lost the church and their house and almost their marriage. They turned from what I knew them to have been my whole life as "saved" and turned to drugs and alcohol. I still didn’t quite understand this whole "church" thing but I knew that there was a God and that He protected people.
Facing several challenges in my life as a child and after having a baby so young, then on to another child and still not much stability, I felt lost. Here I am making decisions that seemed to be what I thought was best for me. Clearly, I have no clue what I am doing. During this second pregnancy, I get arrested for taking drugs to my brother in prison. After sitting there for almost a month, I'm finally starting to realize, I HAVE to do something different. There HAS to be a better way. With the help of family and friends, I was able to make bail only to return home to lose my job and eventually my house. Here I am with one child and another on the way with no place to live, no job and no hope. That was a loooong nine months.
During that period is when God saved me from myself and my destructive ways. This was a dark time in my life and all the partying, drinking and fornicating wasn't the answer. When we have no true guidance or role models, we do what we think is best. I can speak for myself and others who speak truth and say that we have no idea what's best for us and without Christ, we never will. He saved me and though I must submit myself to Him daily, because this flesh we live in still wants to do things it’s own way, that's hand down the best thing that could've ever happened to me. I now have a relationship with Jesus Christ and even when I mess up, He doesn't leave me or talk about me, He loves me like no one else ever has or will!
Thank you Father. I love you!
May this testimony be a blessing to you.
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Bondage doesn't always come in the form of shackles and chains. Being trapped often times come from what goes on inside the mind.
Meet Betty Bostick. Betty was born and raised in Savannah, GA where she currently resides.
She was not raised in the church but fortunately found Jesus Christ at the age of 21. She always says because of not knowing Him most of her life, it HAD to be divine intervention when she surrendered her life to Christ.
Betty's greatest testimony is her deliverance from homosexuality. She shares that the spirit of perversion came into her life when she was molested as a child. This, in turn, lead to a lifestyle of homosexuality. One day God "snatched her out" and she never looked back. Betty describes it as "running for her life." She says God took her from DESTRUCTION to DESTINY.
Ms. Bostick is currently working on some ministry events that target Millennials in which she is very excited about. You can find her on Facebook as Betty Shuantae Bostick.
A special message she would like to leave for the readers and anyone going through what she went through is that "there is freedom for you. Don't believe the lies of the enemy when he tells you that you are trapped and there is no way out. The Lord Jesus Christ CAN and he WILL rescue you. He's mighty to save! I'm a witness. Don't be afraid to ask for help. I'm here, reach out."
A major turning point in my life was when I met my now husband, Antwan.
Like myself, he had also been through many things in his past until he finally decided to submit to God.... fully.
Antwan was born into a family of ministers, evangelists, pastors and preachers so he was taught at a young age about Jesus Christ.
After years of going to church almost daily, he chose to stop going as much and turned his attention to the streets. For him, it was freedom and fun, but to his family and God it was disobedience.
There was a calling on his life that he ran from for years up until adulthood. During this time of rebellion Antwan lost family members, served time in jail for selling drugs and carrying guns and experimented with drugs, alcohol, and women.
During his last incarceration (5 years), he made up in his mind that he was tired of the life he was living. I heard God tell me, the longer you take to surrender to me, the longer you will be in this jail ." -ANTWAN
He submitted his life back to God in prison and continued after he was released. God allowed him to focus on transforming his mind from the things that lead to destruction to living holy.
Antwan is the Owner and Operator of Ruth The Truth Landscaping, a life-long dream of his now coming to fruition. For landscaping services and quotes in the Coastal Georgia area visit ruththetruthlandscaping.com
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From prison to the pulpit
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